physical therapy

i just got back from physical therapy. i told the physical therapist right away that my hands hurt when i opened and shut them and also when i bent my arm in and out. she worked on some stretches with my arms a lot this session today. she told me that physical therapists call that "muscle spasms" which i had the idea were when a joint/muscle makes a fast movement flexing or jerking. so i'm sure she wants to see me more for therapy because she told me she was going to schedule more sessions for me. then she asked me if i ever heard of "baclofen" before.. i told her that i used to have a baclofen pump but i got it removed (since my grandma told me i couldn't move to new york with a baclofen pump- don't get me wrong here over-protective posing imbeciles that are just jumping to the conclusion that i got it out when i still needed it because a doctor wouldn't OKAY a procedure to be done unless they felt the patient was TRULY FIT having it done... I DID DO SEVERAL YEARS OF WORKING OUT AT COURAGE KENNY AND GILLETTE WHETHER ANYONE WANTS TO RECOGNIZE IT BECAUSE THEY'RE SO FUCKING CONCERNED WITH KEEPING ME HERE SO I DON'T PROGRESS WITH MY LIFE AND MOVE TO ANOTHER STATE LIKE I TRULY WANT SO THEY CAN APPEAR "CARING" AND "HELPFUL"). all while clingy ass bums don't wanna see me do anything with my life because that would mean they'd have to get something to ACTUALLY do with their time- besides worshipping everything i do/say WHEN THEY CAN'T EVEN FUCKIN PROPERLY ASSIST AND SUPPORT ME THE WAY I LIKE AND NEED TO BE SUPPORTED/ASSISTED BECAUSE THEY'RE TOO DAMN SELFISH. I'M NOT YOUR SOURCE OF "ENTERTAINMENT". GET SOMETHING BETTER TO DO, JERKS.